It's taken me a whole year to decide on whether I was going to post this because... Well, you'll understand after you read it. It being one year to get myself together and to find some help with it being close to two years with heyitsmejree as my blog, I thought it was only necessary to reveal a side of me that I've only shared to my closest family and friends. I don't really know where to start or even how. I've hit backspace way too many times to count, I've left this post